The Heights by Louise Candlish - Review

I requested this book at the library at like the beginning of May and picked it up and then ignored it for a while. I am very much a mood reader and can't ever make myself read something if I don't want to. But I took it on holiday and picked it up on our last day while we were at a spa in Helmsley. I've enjoyed the other books I've read by Louise Candlish but I found this an odd one. She writes a lot about social class which I don't ever mind but I do find it weird sometimes how she deals with it. 

The book has a story within a story, kind of. There's a woman writing an article for a newspaper about a creative writing class, and in that, Ellen is an attendee, so most of the book is from her point of view. But there are other points of view too which are needed but sometimes they end up telling the author too much. 

She is a lighting interior designer kind of person and one day she is working with a client in central London when she catches sight of a man on a high roof across the road. She recognises him as Kieran Watts - but surely, he is dead? She follows him over the next few days. He is the person she blames for ruining her life and her family's life. She catches up with him and realises he has had some plastic surgery. He is also going by a different name. Ellen is warned off by an older man in Kieran's life. 

She gets in touch with her ex partner, Vic. He, like her, thought that Kieran was dead, but he doesn't believe her to begin with. See, Kieran used to know their son, Lucas. Back in time five years, Lucas was paired with Kieran at the beginning of sixth form when Kieran was new to the school. Lucas was asked to buddy with him and they quickly became friends. Lucas' sometimes girlfriend, Jade, was a good friend of Kieran's too. To be honest, he seemed just like an ordinary teenager. He smokes weed, they like to go to parties and skip school sometimes, and he learns to drive. It's basically what I did when I was in 6th form, but Ellen absolutely loathes him.

She is married to Justin and they have a daughter, Freya, who is twelve. Ellen basically hates Kieran because she thinks he's below her family. He is in care and living with a foster mother. Her family is incredibly middle class and Ellen is just snotty towards Kieran. She doesn't believe that her darling son would EVER do anything wrong. That is the basis of the whole book.

I sort of don't want to give more details because it would be spoilers. But Ellen is sure that Kieran died, and now he is back. She becomes obsessed and of course it all goes off the rails. 

I did guess a couple of the twists. I quite liked the ending, but I found Ellen so insufferable that I struggled to sympathise with her throughout. I did feel sympathy for Vic, who seemed like a decent dad. I'm giving this three out of five. 

This Is Me Trying by Jenna Adams - Review and Blog Tour

Hello and welcome to my blog for my stop on the tour for This Is Me Trying by Jenna Adams. It is a pleasure to welcome you here, especially because it's the first day! I only finished this book on Monday night! I really wanted to get it finished for today so that I could write a full review of the book, because it's a long book and it's really dense, and I really want to know how it ended. 

So, the book is told from the points of view of Brooke and Matt. At the start of the book Matt is seventeen and Brooke is fourteen. Matt has been part of Stagefright, a drama company for teens and young adults for a while, but this is Brooke's first year. The play they are going to put on is Romeo and Juliet. Matt is Romeo and Brooke is Juliet. They obviously have to work very closely together and Matt manages to bring Brooke out of herself. She's a bright, vivacious teenager. She lives with her mum and her sister Amy. Her dad is American and he's pretty absent from her life generally. She has a best friend, Lucy, and is close with Lucy's brother, Callum. They are also in Stagefright.

Matt lives with his parents and has a few close friends. He is in the sixth form, and Brooke is only in Year 9. He has feelings for her, and they kiss a couple of times. Matt knows how it will look, though, so he asks Brooke to not tell anyone about it. A couple of times they are nearly caught. Matt eventually breaks up with Brooke but a bit later they meet up and they have sex. It's illegal because by this point Matt is eighteen and Brooke is not yet fifteen. 

Matt feels terrible. It is hard to not sympathise with him, actually, but as an adult I know that this is really wrong and that he should have left her alone. Brooke comes to that realisation too. I really liked how this was portrayed. She is incredibly hurt and slips into a deep depression that lasts for her whole teenage years. She self harms and she's very miserable and when she's 18, she leaves. 

I liked both Brooke and Matt and felt a lot of sympathy for both of them. They don't have this amazing romance. They do have issues. A lot of young girls will have been through something similar to Brooke, I am sure, which is terrible, because it is terrible, but it does mean that I was happy to see this reflected in a novel. I would definitely read something else by the same author. My only criticism really is that I wouldn't necessarily call this Young Adult. New Adult, maybe? I dunno. It's a hard one because both characters grow up and become adults in the book. But I'm giving it four out of five. 

Thank you for having me on this tour. I was provided with an electronic copy of this book for the tour but was not otherwise compensated for this post. All thoughts and opinions are my own. Have a click around and read some of my other reviews! 

Empress & Aniya by Candice Carty-Williams - Review

When I was on holiday last week we went to Whitby and went into a discount book shop there. It was there when we visited in January but it was closed, so I was happy it was open this time. The Young Adult section was pretty decent, lots of contemporary stuff and lots of diverse stuff. They had three books for a fiver so I picked three up, including this one. I then read it while we were on holiday, and actually at a day spa that we were at for our anniversary. It is a novella so it isn't very long, so I read it very quickly. 

I read Queenie by Candice Carty-Williams and liked it, so I was intrigued to read her first YA story. However, I think she missed the mark a bit with it. She maybe just isn't that familiar with YA and its ages and tropes and stuff. The speech between the girls especially skewed a lot younger than the age they were supposed to be. 

So, anyway, Empress and Aniya are now at the same school. It is a private school and Empress has got herself a scholarship. Aniya has been there for years. Her parents are rich, she lives in a huge house. She has a lot of privilege. Both girls are Black. Empress though is from 'the wrong side of the tracks'. She lives with her mother and her baby brother, Leo. They live in poverty and often the hot water or the electricity isn't working in Empress' flat. She gets bullied at school which is awful.

She and Aniya are sort of friends, though. Then on the eve of the 16th birthdays (they happen to share a birthday) they do a spell. And when they wake up, they are each other. Aniya then sees how hard Empress' life is, and of course she wants to swoop in and help. I found this whole bit a bit weird, actually. A bit too saviour-y? A bit patronising. In general the ending annoyed me too, but I won't spoilt it. 

In all, I think it had promise but perhaps didn't live up to it. I'm giving this three out of five. 

The Wrong Sister by Claire Douglas - Review

I bought this on Amazon when it was only a pound or so, having enjoyed previous books I read by Claire Douglas. I read it while I was away on holiday and it didn't take me long to read, it was good holiday reading. I did mostly enjoy it, but I thought the ending was a bit weird. 

Most of the book is told from the point of view of Tasha. She is thirty something and married to Aaron. She lives in a village not far from Bristol I think called Chew Norton. They have twin girls, Elsie and Flossie, who are 'nearly three'. Keep this bit in mind for later. Aaron is a mechanic and Tasha works in a dentist clinic. Her dad has passed away. Her mum Jeanette lives in France. Her sister Alice is married to Kyle and lives in London. They are very rich and totally high flying. 

Alice and Kyle offer to look after the twins for a week so that Tasha and Aaron can go and stay in Alice and Kyle's apartment in Venice, have a break from the girls, and rediscover themselves a bit. So they set off. They love the apartment and they have amazing food and drink and Tasha borrows some of her sister's clothes. However, they are chased by a man with a knife down some back streets. He says something to them that Tasha thinks means 'you owe me'. 

However, in the early hours of the morning Tasha gets a phone call telling her that someone broke into their house and attacked Alice and Kyle. Kyle is dead. Alice has suffered awful injuries and is in hospital. Tasha and Aaron obviously rush home. Jeanette rushes from her home in France to be with her daughter too. She moved out there after her husband died. She has never got over the abduction of her youngest child, Holly, thirty years before. 

Some parts of the book are from Jeanette's point of view. She took Holly to the shop, left her in the pram outside the shop, and when she came out, the baby was gone. Viv, who is Aaron's mum, was there with one of her young kids, and she comforted Jeanette. A huge manhunt occurred, but there was never any positive sighting of Holly again. But, in the DNA of the blood after the attack in Tasha's house, the police find DNA that can only belong to another child of Jeanette's. Who else can it be except Holly? 

Aaron and Tasha have not always had an easy relationship and there is a woman at his workplace who seems to fancy him and Tasha is uncomfortable about the whole thing. There are so many ins and outs to this book and I won't give them all away, but I did find them compelling.

However. I have two main criticisms of the book. Firstly, the twins did NOT come across like 'nearly three' year olds. They speak in full sentences and they ask a lot of questions about how Kyle died which didn't ring true at all. Tasha also sends them upstairs to play for a couple of hours which sounds like a recipe for disaster to me. 

Secondly, I thought how the DNA issue resolved itself was kind of stupid. Not that it was wrong, it was just stupid. 

Because of those criticisms I am only giving this three out of five. 

The Lesbiana's Guide to Catholic School by Sonora Reyes - Review

I bought this book back in April when I visited a children's and YA book shop in Retford when I was in the area with friends. My friend Sam had given us all a £10 book token so we all bought books, which was actually delightful. I got three books in total, I have already red Trigger by C G Moore but haven't read the third one yet. That's by Rainbow Rowell, I haven't read anything by her in forever!

I didn't like this book as much as I was hoping to, which was a shame. Maybe it just wasn't for me. That's fine! The main character is Yamilet, Yami to her friends, who lives in Arizona with her mum and her younger brother Cesar. Cesar is in the same school year as Yami, although he's a little bit younger. Their dad lives in Mexico - he was deported like six years ago and can't come back to the United States. Yami talks to him often but she misses him a lot. 

Yami is gay and used to have a crush on her best friend, Bianca. However, when she came out to Bianca, Bianca reacted badly and outed her to a couple of mutual friends. Meanwhile, Cesar was getting into lots of fights in school so he is moving to a Catholic school a longer drive away, on a scholarship. Yami also decides to go, mostly because then she can hide her sexuality, but also to keep an eye on her brother. She has to find a job in order to help pay for her tuition and help her mother out. She eventually starts to sell her mother's Mexican beaded jewellery and makes it herself, which I did think was a good storyline. 

At school she firstly meets three girls who turn out to be proper mean girls, and she soon distances herself from them. She is one of the only students of colour at the school, and she is much poorer than most of the other students. She meets Bo, who is Chinese, adopted by a white couple, and who is one of the only outwardly queer students at the school too. Yami soon develops a crush on her, but she is trying so hard to be straight at her new school! 

She thinks her religious mother won't accept her if she comes out, so she's determined to not let her mum know. But this drives a massive wedge between them, of course. Cesar gets detention straight away at the new school so Yami has to worry about him, too. She has a lot going on, and I did feel really sorry for her. But I also felt like Yami was a bit of a passive player in her own life. She lets other people ride over her wishes too much which annoyed me. I can't fully empathise with her plight around coming out to her parents, but I did like mostly what happened here. Cesar is a really interesting character and I would have liked more of his story but I also don't want to give spoilers as I'm really glad I didn't have any when I went into it. 

Overall, I'm giving this three out of five because I liked it well enough but I thought it had problems in parts, and I didn't love it. I would definitely read something else by the same author though. 

Sorry I haven't published anything her for ages, I was away on holiday and was a little bit behind in blogging before I went. I will catch up! 

The Gift of Rain by Tan Twan Eng - Review

This was the June choice for my book club and I wasn't sure how I would like it. It's a really long book and I think it is a bit long in places, but it is an epic story so it did have a lot of story to tell. Rosa chose it and she's pretty new to our book club and hasn't chosen a book before so it was really interesting that she chose this. I can't wait to see what everyone else thought about it next week - well, after this post will go live, but I'm writing this before of course. 

So, the protagonist of the book is Philip. He is half Chinese and half English. He is brought up in Malaya by his English father and three older half siblings after his mother dies. His father owns a factory in Georgetown, on the island of Penang. He has rubber plantations and other business interests. It is the 1930s when Philip is young. War breaks out in 1939, of course, when Philip is about eighteen. 

But at the beginning of the book it's 1995, fifty years after the end of World War Two and Philip is invited to celebrate that with other people. He still lives in his parental home, Istana, where he grew up. He still works for his father's company and is now the ownder. He is somewhat distrusted in the local area because of his history. A woman called Michiko turns up at his house. She knows Endo, a Japanese man who taught Philip martial arts when he was a teenager, and for whom Philip worked during the war. He rented a small island from the family and his home is still there. He was a government employee. Michiko wants to know all about his life. She knew Endo too, when they were young. More of her history comes out but I won't spoil that because it was so interesting. 

Now, of course I knew that Japan was an enemy to the Allies in WWII and that it was allied with Germany and Italy, but I really don't know much of the history otherwise. I will assume that a lot of the history in this book is true; the author probably did plenty of research. The British are portrayed as having left Malaya undefended as soon as war broke out, and the Japanese took over and occupied the area. Endo's role obviously became more important Philip started working for him. Some people then saw him as a collaborator but it is more complicated than that. 

Philip felt like he wasn't part of his family because he had a different mother and was mixed race unlike his siblings. They are Edward, William, and Isabel. He does get to know William and Isabel more throughout the book, but they have complicated relationships. 

As for Endo - Philip really kind of worships him? I think there's some sexual overtones too between them. Endo teaches him martial arts but also how not to fight and not to be drawn into fighting. How to go zen. It's stuff that Philip will need for the rest of his life. I liked this part of it a lot, but I don't feel like we knew Endo enough. 

I liked Philip a lot and wanted what was best for him. He has a tough life and makes difficult decisions, not always for the right reasons. I'm giving this four out of five. 

Uncommon People by Miranda Sawyer - Audio Book Review

I had seen someone I follow reading this book and I thought it sounded interesting, so I found it on Spotify and started listening to it. I started in April and finished two months later. This is because I don't listen to audio books a lot - generally only when I'm in the car on the way to and from work once a week. But this was a good book to do that with, because I didn't need to remember much from previously as each chapter concentrated on a different song and band. It was good to dip in and out of. 

Miranda Sawyer is a journalist although I primarily know her as a talking head on different types of documentaries about music. She worked for Select magazine amongst others, and describes herself as more of a pop fan than anything else. But she was working for Select and Melody Maker in the mid nineties, when Britpop was at its height, and she met a lot of the bands involved. So she's the right person to tell this story for sure. 

At the beginning I felt like she wasn't used to reading things out loud because she sounded a bit stilted, but this improved as the book went on. She started with a brief explanation of 'Britpop' and how it came about. As she said, you don't realise you're living in a scene until it's almost over. She went a bit off piste with her choices towards the end, but I understood why and thought the choices that were made made a lot of sense. 

So, she chose one song from a bunch of bands and talked about that band in each chapter. For instance - Girls and Boys by Blur, Connection by Elastica, A Design for Life by the Manic Street Preachers. I was a fan (and occasionally still am) of a lot of the bands, and I knew most of the songs, so some of the information wasn't new to me. But I managed to learn a lot in each chapter - even the Manics chapter, and I was a huge Manics fan for most of my teenaged years. I really enjoyed learning even about the bands that I actively don't like, like The Verve. 

It was an engaging book and one that reminded me of my teens and made me want to listen to all that fun indie pop stuff of the mid nineties again. I might write a zine about the songs detailed, because I think they lend themselves to it and hey, someone already did the hard work for me. 

In all I'm giving it four out of five. Some of the diction did annoy me, and some parts became a bit repetitive simply because they talk about the same people. But I definitely recommend this whether you were there or not!