My friend Helen sent me this book as she had read it and thought I would like it. It was nice to get a little care package from her!
I really love how this book looks really like the novellas I've read by other authors including Claire Keegan, they're really well designed little books and are so nice to read. I definitely keep my eyes out for these when I'm browing in bookshops, in Waterstones especially. I am grateful to whoever is publishing these!
The book is about a woman, Maggie, and her mother, Dawn. In 2022, Maggie is an adult, forty something, with children of her own. She is dealing with her elderly father; there is a gap where her mother should be, where her mother has never been. He has got a medical diagnosis that he hasn't yet shared with her and he never speaks of her mother. Then Maggie discovers a letter which reveals a lot about her childhood and about what happened to Dawn.
Dawn was a young mum in 1982 and not exactly happily married but really it seems like she is just bored. Maggie is a small child and her dad, whose name I forget, is just off to work every day and providing for the family. He doesn't have a lot of time for Dawn, for sure. Then Dawn meets Hazel and they start to fall in love. Dawn leaves the family but in 1980s Britain this meant that she no longer had access to her daughter. Lesbians were considered perverts and she wasn't awarded any custody of her daughter. Instead she had to disappear, although she did send letters to Maggie...
Apparently, the phrases used in the courtroom scenes in the book were taken from actual court proceedings that happened to women who were in relationships with other women and who were trying to fight for custody of their children. That shocked and appalled me because there are questions like 'Has your child seen you having sex with your girlfriend?' and 'What kind of sex toys have you used with your girlfriend?'. It is shocking! I'm so glad things have come on a long way in the forty years since this time. There are tons of families with two mums or two dads or whatever, and I'm glad that is becoming more and more acceptable. But I also like being taught things about queer history that I didn't know.
I liked Maggie as a character but I loved Dawn. It was so easy to understand her point of view; I really liked her. I would definitely read something else by Claire Lynch, and I am giving this four out of five.





