Why does
representation in books matter? This is something I have been wondering about
for a long time, as I write Young Adult literature, primarily about disabled
and queer teenagers, and am trying to get published. Why does it matter that
all teenagers, of whatever gender, sexuality, ability, colour, religion, race,
class, and a million other marginalisations, see themselves reflected in the
books they read? Well, because it’s good to see people who look like you in
media. It strikes deep chords. It contributes to self worth. It can bring about
a deeper connection to one’s own community, or culture. I myself belong to
several marginalised communities and am also interested in the intersections
that people live in – for example, if they’re both queer and a person of
colour. I understand that my experience of the world is shaped not only by my
marginalisations but also by my privileges – I am a white cis woman living in
the United Kingdom, which confers certain privileges upon me. One of the ways
in which we can all learn more about our privileges is to learn about those who
don’t have them and that’s another reason that representation matters: for
people not in those communities reading about them engenders learning and
brings about empathy. We could all learn more by deepening our understanding of
the experiences of others.
That last
part is a long way of saying that although I personally am not blind like the
main character in the book I’m about to review, I do think a lot about
representation and the issues surrounding it, so I would like to think that I
can give a good review. But I realise that I am not blind. Neither is this
author, C J L Thomason, but it is clear that she has done her research. I’m not
sure if she has used a sensitivity reader but it seems likely. The blind people
in this book are well rounded, well written, flawed characters, as all good
characters should be.
I will also
say that I generally don’t read fantasy novels so this one is a bit out of my
comfort zone. However, this book’s world and world building really captured my
imagination. For me I think it helped that it is recognisable as similar to our
world, and that there are a few human characters.
However, this
world is Elven, populated by elves. Elves live for centuries, unlike humans.
Ambarenyll is already very old, but still pretty young for an elf. He is a
doctor. He has a young ward and apprentice, Pallu. He is close friends with his
brother, Faraiel, and their friends Arken and Raven. In this world, these
people live in the kingdom of Landaila, which is ruled over by King Dohandrahel.
He has a daughter, Jadaleyana, who is better known as Jade. Most people in this
world are Mane, but there is a small faction of people who are Darme. They have
purple grey skin and black eyes and are clearly marginalised and treated in a
racist manner. They have had rebel uprisings over the years, and now Jade and
her soldiers fight small factions of them.
On one such
trip, Jade is injured by Darme rebels and ends up at Amba’s house. She has a
broken leg and injuries along her side, so Amba and Pallu treat her. Many of
her soldiers are dead and she needs to hide, so she stays at Amba’s house.
He is
blind. He was married and had a small daughter, but they were killed in a Darme
fire thirteen years ago. This also left Amba blind and unable to practice
medicine. It has taken him until now, and the fact that Pallu is nineteen and
about to start studying medicine, to start working again. He used to be a
skilled surgeon but he is still a skilled doctor, using his hands and knowledge
of herbs and so on to treat patients. He also has access to some human
medicine, like anaesthesia, from his mentor Thomas.
He and Jade
don’t hit it off well. She is prickly and entitled; he is traumatized and sometimes
difficult. But they start to build up a friendship and an attraction grows
between them. I really liked the romance part of this book, actually, as it
seemed really natural and organic.
Jade has
trauma too. Her mother and brother were killed by the Darme and she doesn’t get
on with her father as he is difficult and angry. She flourishes while staying
with Amba. But there are other forces at play, both Darme and other, that
threaten her life. She and Amba have to take off suddenly.
I really
liked this part of the book because it showed Amba’s strength and resilience
and how he could fight even though he was blind. He learnt to ‘see’ his
surroundings by using echolocation, which is explained really well. Other
people don’t always realise to begin with that he is blind, and there are
moments of prejudice when they find out, which seemed very real. They also ask
stupid questions about his disability which is something that every disabled
person has had to deal with and which Amba dealt with in realistic ways –
sometimes he was angry, sometimes he dealt with them graciously. I also liked
how Amba was sometimes angry with his disabilities, sometimes frustrated with
himself, but mostly he managed to give himself grace and ultimately realise
that he still had a lot to offer the world as a doctor and as a person.
I think
this book is a brilliant example of the first one in a series: it sets up the
world, it introduces the main characters and conflict, enough happens to keep
it interesting, but there’s a bittersweet end that definitely paves the way for
the next book. I would be interested in reading another, which is always a sign
of a decent book for me.
I think
it’s best to leave this review with a quote from one of the inspirations for
it:
“Thanks
for your diligence in portraying the blindness bit right. I’d say you’ve
probably come closer than any other author I can readily think of. And yes, I
can see you’ve done your homework.” – Daniel
Kish Founder and President of the World Access for the Blind and Visioneers,
Pioneer and Expert in human echolocation